1. |
sitting alone in my room
03:53
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bright screen, home light
smoking every night
write a song, nothing's right
(don't miss a beat)
nothing's wrong
sleeping, cold feet
winter, lonely
in this new light
this time, not right
(don't miss you at all)
overnight
overnight
overnight
up at midnight
something's not right
so why am i
so willing to incite?
the slate, i'll wipe
until it's white
but don't excite me
big turns, big changes
forward, new lanes
in this new light
this time, it's not right
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2. |
house sounds
03:11
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i need fresh air
stuck inside
inside this house
is where i tried
to follow you
to no avail
tried to figure things out
and i failed
x2
i need fresh air
stuck inside
inside these walls
is where i hide
your disgust
is clear as day
but there's no daylight here
blow the cobwebs away
i need fresh air
stuck inside
inside this house
is where i tried
to make things right
i know i'm wrong
couldn't figure things out
i won't last long
i need fresh air
i'm stuck inside
inside this house
is where i died
i follow you
you know me well
tried to figure things out
and i failed
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3. |
voyeurist
04:32
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4. |
in my nature
02:36
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it's in my nature to sit home alone in my room
it's in my nature to not do anything new
it's in my nature to sit home alone in my room
it's in my nature to be here thinking of you
(dont question it, it's in my nature...)
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5. |
outside
04:34
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i have something to look forward to
cuz i have nothing else to do
i'd forget about everyone i knew
except you
i'd go any time or place
just so I could see your face
but i know that you need more space
so we could go outside
i love every scar you have
you don't need to be ashamed
and for any tiny thing we had
i don't want you to feel the blame
rip my heart out of my chest
cuz i can't handle your best
just don't leave me with the rest
let's just go outside
if i told you i loved you right here
would you love me back or disappear
i'll never ever stop loving you, dear
and if it gets weird we could go outside
i'm walking away from something good
but it's a nice day to be misunderstood
i can fantasize that when we stabilize
we can go outside, but now i'm paralyzed with fear
i'll hold you in my grasp
savoring every gasp
but i don't wanna be denied
no
i'll hold you in my grasp
savoring every gasp
but i don't wanna be denied
cuz it's cold outside
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6. |
fight
04:55
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i can't do this
cuz i don't wanna fight with you
i said i like things the way they are
but we both know that isn't true
x2
i still love you
but do you? now i'm filled with doubt
i don't wanna turn into someone
like the men that you talk about
x2
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7. |
fool for you
04:27
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you're in pieces on the floor
can you feel the breeze through the door
every word shakes me to the core
but you don't feel the way i do
i'm a fool for you
(i'm a fool for you)
i can still feel your aftertaste
all these feelings since our last embrace
but i can see it in your face
you may not feel the way I do
i'm a fool for you
(fool for you)
resting in the awkward moments in between
saying words that we might not mean
but if you pretend it's true, that i'm the one for you
you might feel the way i do
i'm a fool for you
(fool for you)
when i see you with all the other guys
it hurts a little bit, i can't lie
but if it ever changes, we can give it a try
cuz i'm over us, but i'm not over you
i'm a fool for you
so close yet so far away
staying hopeful on a later day
when maybe feelings can be swayed
but i wish, how i pray that you'll turn around and stay
(fool for you)
so close yet so far away
staying hopeful on a later day
when maybe feelings can be swayed
but i wish, how i pray that you'll turn around and stay
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8. |
any easier
04:31
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when i look at you, i see myself
growing colder and colder inside
trying anything, just for my health
but god knows i've tried and i've tried and i've tried
nothing works, it never ends
i guess i need, some new friends
somebody new
does it ever get any easier?
all the time, i think of you
wondering what it's like in your head
i wonder if you think it too
wishing and hoping that you were dead
don't think like that, even if i do
even when you can't get out of bed
we try so hard
does it ever get any easier?
every day it's the same shit
growing harder and harder each day
what i need, is to recommit
maybe what i need, is to try to pray
pray for you, don't try to quit
say to god the things you don't know how to say
hoping it takes the pain away
in 30 years, so many miles apart
no, i don't really see you
i still think of you, hold you in my heart
because that's what best friends do
any struggle, we can face
we'll always find a way through
i'll always watch, even from afar
because your victories are mine too
cuz if I can do it so can you
i promise it'll get easier
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9. |
on purpose
04:53
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just checking in
making sure that everything's alright
i'm worried about you
i think about it nearly every night
i don't know how to help you
i need to start with myself
i don't wanna be a burden
i'll try...
i'll try to be happy on purpose
i'll put in the effort today
even if it makes me nervous
i'll try to push the pain away
x2
i have regrets
things I wish I would have said
but I can't worry
living in the past, I'm as good as dead
x2
i'll try to be happy on purpose
i'll put in the effort today
even if it makes me nervous
i'll try to push the pain away
pain doesn't last forever
but neither will we
better late than never
I'll fix it, then we'll see
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10. |
prayer
03:44
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