Big ol' whiskey on them icy rocks
Flood down some veins like oxy does
I need fresh air, I need oxygen
Who the hell you foolin'? It's so obvious
I don't feel it, I don't see it, this is blasphemy
I can't help but feel like you is after me
Is you drinking for the pain? Is you drinking for fun?
There's a party outside, 'til the morning gon' come
Is you dancing all alone? Is you dancing for someone?
There's a party outside, know the night is young
Is you having fun? Oh, is you having fun?

Say it with your chest, say it with your chest, pray to work again
Puttin' diamonds on my back, puttin' diamonds on my back, yeah
Say it with your chest, say it with your chest, pray to work again
Puttin' diamonds on my back, puttin' diamonds on my back, yeah

But you know if I waste my time
Talking 'bout what ain't mine
And you know I'll be last in line
Just like last, last night

I said, I said: "Who that? Who that? Who that? Who that?
Lurking in the shadows?
Tryna catch me liberating spirits from the gallows?"
They wanna blackball me, but I held my avocados
They melt me down like the hash we mix in our tobacco
Circle tighter than the Castro, they feeding you Castrol
You'd think that it's gas, you turn the key, it's a fiasco
Could be stronger than vibranium, don't mean that I ain't fragile
Grapple with reality to break out of these shackles

But you know if I waste my time
Talking 'bout what ain't mine
And you know I'll be last in line
Just like last, last night

Suicidal thoughts, but I won't do it
Take that how you want it, it's important I admit it
I'm afraid of commitment, don't know how to fix it
Maybe co-dependent, I can't tell the difference
When the push comes to shove, I'd rather bend than break
But something's gotta give, man ain't that what they say
When you're torn between reality, and a choice you could have made
I should've made, they're not the same, I'm not the same
Maybe I'm broken, either way I'm clinging on closely
I know it's unhealthy, appreciate your patience
I know that I'm selfish, do my best to be selfless
I know that I'm changing, I know that I'm changing...

I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
(repeat...)